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Title: Scented with your Flavor
Author: Taelyn Hawker
Rating: R-ish
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Warnings: A one sentence spoiler for S5.
Beta: The always fabulous
nynxlynx . Thank you, darling, for the wonderful last minute beta!
Notes: Written for the prompt Sam/Dean, Baking
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Title: Scented with your Flavor
Author: Taelyn Hawker
Rating: R-ish
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Warnings: A one sentence spoiler for S5.
Beta: The always fabulous
Notes: Written for the prompt Sam/Dean, Baking
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- Mood:
awake
I am doing THIS! Go and DO THIS! (Okay, maybe not you
macbyrne , cause lady you have signed up for enough. Although... if you really wanted to, it's not like you don't have a perfectly willing beta waiting for you..) Seriously guys, do this! It will be fun!

Because
macbyrne is more amazing than just about anyone I am going to Chicago Con!
Holy crap. A whole eleven months. How am I supposed to wait that long?
I'm still mostly in shock right now.
macbyrne , my dear and darling, you rock my world! ^__^ *HUUUUUUUUUUGS*
Holy crap. A whole eleven months. How am I supposed to wait that long?
I'm still mostly in shock right now.
I had seriously made myself okay with not going. And now I am. Eeeeeeeeeehh!
I am squeeing so hard I'm going to give myself a freakin' headache.
Also, I'm at work. So this is short of sweet.
- Mood:
excited
Title: Family Ties in Knots
Author: Taelyn Hawker
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Rating: NC-17
Summary: "But Adam is looking at Sam and Dean with one eyebrow raised and pursed lips that are mightily familiar to Bobby. Adam might not want to talk about his daddy or where he came from, and Sam and Dean are about as willfully blind as any other two morons he's ever met, but he knows the kid's stock. He might not look it on the whole, but there's plenty of Winchester in the kid if the person looking at him knows what he's looking at."
Notes: A time stamp for my fic If We Burn Away (I'll Pray to Skies Above). Probably have to read that to understand, because my Adam is definitely not the show's Adam. AU, obviously, but that doesn't mean it's safe from S4 spoilers. *lol* Actually, you definitely do, though you are welcome to just give it a go without doing so. ^_- Takes place at the start of the second year of the War. Also good!Ruby and outsider POV.
Beta: The wonderful, fabulous and amazing
macbyrne . Thanks for the fast beta, sweets! ^_- You rock. Messed with it after I got it back so any and all remaining mistakes would be mine.
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( Blood is thicker than water, that's what they say... )
Author: Taelyn Hawker
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Rating: NC-17
Summary: "But Adam is looking at Sam and Dean with one eyebrow raised and pursed lips that are mightily familiar to Bobby. Adam might not want to talk about his daddy or where he came from, and Sam and Dean are about as willfully blind as any other two morons he's ever met, but he knows the kid's stock. He might not look it on the whole, but there's plenty of Winchester in the kid if the person looking at him knows what he's looking at."
Notes: A time stamp for my fic If We Burn Away (I'll Pray to Skies Above). Probably have to read that to understand, because my Adam is definitely not the show's Adam. AU, obviously, but that doesn't mean it's safe from S4 spoilers. *lol* Actually, you definitely do, though you are welcome to just give it a go without doing so. ^_- Takes place at the start of the second year of the War. Also good!Ruby and outsider POV.
Beta: The wonderful, fabulous and amazing
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( Blood is thicker than water, that's what they say... )
Okay, so if you aren't reading
sonofabiscuit77 's Ross-verse the World's Forgotten Boys you seriously SERIOUSLY should be.
I don't actually rec as much as I should but I don't think I've loved anything this much in a long time. It's a beautifully and wonderfully written story about Sam, Dean and a half brother. It's so well done and believable. It's full of wincesty goodness, angst, and general Winchester bullishness. She does Ross so well you can almost forget he isn't actually a Winchester. No lie. Go check this out.
And also, self pimpage- If you've been here checking out my drabbles for the Sam and Dean Drabble-a-thon then please take the time to click my wincest-tag and check out If We Burn Away and some of my other stuff. I'd really appreciate it and hopefully you will enjoy it! ^_^
Till later people! ^_^
I don't actually rec as much as I should but I don't think I've loved anything this much in a long time. It's a beautifully and wonderfully written story about Sam, Dean and a half brother. It's so well done and believable. It's full of wincesty goodness, angst, and general Winchester bullishness. She does Ross so well you can almost forget he isn't actually a Winchester. No lie. Go check this out.
And also, self pimpage- If you've been here checking out my drabbles for the Sam and Dean Drabble-a-thon then please take the time to click my wincest-tag and check out If We Burn Away and some of my other stuff. I'd really appreciate it and hopefully you will enjoy it! ^_^
Till later people! ^_^
Written for:

Title: Choices
Author: Taelyn Hawker
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Rating: PG-13
Summary: For a moment, both beings pause.
Notes: Seriously, I'm never going to stop. *sigh* I really have to finish the time stamp for 'If We Burn Away' For the prompt 'Sam/Dean, unbreakable bond'. Warnings for spoilers for S5, also this is just... not a happy one.
( To the angsty angst of angst. (Okay, it's not really THAT bad.) )

Title: Choices
Author: Taelyn Hawker
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Rating: PG-13
Summary: For a moment, both beings pause.
Notes: Seriously, I'm never going to stop. *sigh* I really have to finish the time stamp for 'If We Burn Away' For the prompt 'Sam/Dean, unbreakable bond'. Warnings for spoilers for S5, also this is just... not a happy one.
( To the angsty angst of angst. (Okay, it's not really THAT bad.) )
Written for:

Title: These Pasts
Author: Taelyn Hawker
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Dean is not prepared for the when Castiel takes him to.
Notes: Apparently I am never going to stop with these. *sigh* I totally have a time stamp for 'If We Burn Away' in the works, but these prompts are too tempting. For the prompt 'Sam/Dean, death'. Warnings for spoilers for S5. An AU- Instead of the future, he's shown the past.
( Follow Castiel, because he says so, and if you don't- he'll stare at you. )

Title: These Pasts
Author: Taelyn Hawker
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Dean is not prepared for the when Castiel takes him to.
Notes: Apparently I am never going to stop with these. *sigh* I totally have a time stamp for 'If We Burn Away' in the works, but these prompts are too tempting. For the prompt 'Sam/Dean, death'. Warnings for spoilers for S5. An AU- Instead of the future, he's shown the past.
( Follow Castiel, because he says so, and if you don't- he'll stare at you. )
- Mood:
exhausted
Written for:

Title: This Quiet Moment
Author: Taelyn Hawker
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Rating: PG-13
Summary: The noise is deafening.
Notes: At some point, I must stop. For the prompt 'Sam/Dean, death'. Warnings for character death. Although, with a prompt like that is a warning even needed? X__x
( This way lies angst. )

Title: This Quiet Moment
Author: Taelyn Hawker
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Rating: PG-13
Summary: The noise is deafening.
Notes: At some point, I must stop. For the prompt 'Sam/Dean, death'. Warnings for character death. Although, with a prompt like that is a warning even needed? X__x
( This way lies angst. )
- Mood:
sad
Written for:

Title: Caught on Tape
Author: Taelyn Hawker
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Dean's not sure what's hotter.
Notes: At some point, I must stop. For the prompt 'Sam/Dean, porn'.
( Follow for porn. Shameless, shameless porn. )

Title: Caught on Tape
Author: Taelyn Hawker
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Dean's not sure what's hotter.
Notes: At some point, I must stop. For the prompt 'Sam/Dean, porn'.
( Follow for porn. Shameless, shameless porn. )
- Mood:
satisfied
Written for:

Title: Safety is Like This
Author: Taelyn Hawker
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Dean can only feel fear.
Notes: Just a drabble. ^_^ Good lord, I did another one. I seriously need to stop! For the prompt 'Sam/Dean safe'.
( Safety )

Title: Safety is Like This
Author: Taelyn Hawker
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Dean can only feel fear.
Notes: Just a drabble. ^_^ Good lord, I did another one. I seriously need to stop! For the prompt 'Sam/Dean safe'.
( Safety )
- Mood:
busy
Written for:

Title: Protect
Author: Taelyn Hawker
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Rating: R
Summary: Sam really likes Dean's freckles.
Notes: Just a drabble. ^_^ Good lord, I did another one. This shit's addictive and fun, and OH MY GOD I can't STOP! For the prompt 'Sam/Dean or Sam & Dean. Dean loses a bet and Sam gets to play join the dots with his freckles '.
( Umm... more freckles. *lol* )

Title: Protect
Author: Taelyn Hawker
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Rating: R
Summary: Sam really likes Dean's freckles.
Notes: Just a drabble. ^_^ Good lord, I did another one. This shit's addictive and fun, and OH MY GOD I can't STOP! For the prompt 'Sam/Dean or Sam & Dean. Dean loses a bet and Sam gets to play join the dots with his freckles '.
( Umm... more freckles. *lol* )
- Mood:
amused
Written for:

Title: Freckled and Burnt
Author: Taelyn Hawker
Pairing: Sam/Dean NC-17
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Sam really likes Dean's freckles.
Notes: Just a drabble. ^_^ Yeah, I did another one. This shit's addictive and fun, and OH MY GOD I can't STOP! This is total porn. For the prompt 'Sam/Dean, scorching sunburn'. Not sure this is what the OP was looking for, but it's where I went. Eeek
( This way to burnt freckles! )

Title: Freckled and Burnt
Author: Taelyn Hawker
Pairing: Sam/Dean NC-17
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Sam really likes Dean's freckles.
Notes: Just a drabble. ^_^ Yeah, I did another one. This shit's addictive and fun, and OH MY GOD I can't STOP! This is total porn. For the prompt 'Sam/Dean, scorching sunburn'. Not sure this is what the OP was looking for, but it's where I went. Eeek
( This way to burnt freckles! )
Written for:

Title: When the Children Cry
Author: Taelyn Hawker
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Summary: It was supposed to happen tomorrow night.
Notes: Just a drabble. ^_^ Yeah, I did another one. This shit's addictive and fun. This is a little AU 'if the YED had kept trying to collect kids'. For the prompt 'Sam/Dean, baby girl'.
( To the drabble. )

Title: When the Children Cry
Author: Taelyn Hawker
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Summary: It was supposed to happen tomorrow night.
Notes: Just a drabble. ^_^ Yeah, I did another one. This shit's addictive and fun. This is a little AU 'if the YED had kept trying to collect kids'. For the prompt 'Sam/Dean, baby girl'.
( To the drabble. )
- Mood:
amused
Written for:

Title: Bang, Bang (I Hit the Ground)
Author: Taelyn Hawker
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Summary: Dean protects what's his.
Notes: Just a drabble. ^_^
( Click the cut and shoot. Bang, bang. )

Title: Bang, Bang (I Hit the Ground)
Author: Taelyn Hawker
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Summary: Dean protects what's his.
Notes: Just a drabble. ^_^
( Click the cut and shoot. Bang, bang. )
If We Burn Away (I'll Pray to Skies Above) - Master Post
Title: If We Burn Away (I'll Pray to Skies Above) - Parts 13/13
Author: Taelyn Hawker
Rating: NC-17 (For the story in it's entirety)
Pairing(s): Sam/Dean
Warnings: Slight-Dark Fic, Some Evil!Sam, Semi-Apocalypse, AU (after S3) but still spoiler-ish for S4, ( More detailed warnings under the cut. )
Summary: Dean dies and Sam goes against his brother's dying wish, losing himself in the pain of his brother's death and becoming something Dean never wanted him to become. Now the end of the world has begun. Dean comes back to find his brother is someone, something, he doesn't know or recognize. Sam's determined to get Dean back and then take on Lilith. Dean just wants to save his little brother.
Authors Note: See the bottom of the page for my ramblings and thanks.
Beta: The absolutely amazing
nynxlynx. She is amazing and I love her. Any and all mistakes that are still left are my own.
Banner: Made by an awesome Anonymous Reader who liked my story! Yaay! Thank you, whoever it was. Seriously. This is awesome!
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Then:
Prologue
Now:
Chapter One - Chapter Two - Chapter Three - Chapter Four - Chapter Five - Chapter Six - Chapter Seven - Chapter Eight - Chapter Nine - Chapter Ten - Chapter Eleven
After:
Epilogue
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Extras:
Soundtrack
( Author's Notes )
Title: If We Burn Away (I'll Pray to Skies Above) - Parts 13/13
Author: Taelyn Hawker
Rating: NC-17 (For the story in it's entirety)
Pairing(s): Sam/Dean
Warnings: Slight-Dark Fic, Some Evil!Sam, Semi-Apocalypse, AU (after S3) but still spoiler-ish for S4, ( More detailed warnings under the cut. )
Summary: Dean dies and Sam goes against his brother's dying wish, losing himself in the pain of his brother's death and becoming something Dean never wanted him to become. Now the end of the world has begun. Dean comes back to find his brother is someone, something, he doesn't know or recognize. Sam's determined to get Dean back and then take on Lilith. Dean just wants to save his little brother.
Authors Note: See the bottom of the page for my ramblings and thanks.
Beta: The absolutely amazing
Banner: Made by an awesome Anonymous Reader who liked my story! Yaay! Thank you, whoever it was. Seriously. This is awesome!
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***
Then:
Prologue
Now:
Chapter One - Chapter Two - Chapter Three - Chapter Four - Chapter Five - Chapter Six - Chapter Seven - Chapter Eight - Chapter Nine - Chapter Ten - Chapter Eleven
After:
Epilogue
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Extras:
Soundtrack
( Author's Notes )
- Mood:
accomplished
Title: If We Burn Away (I'll Pray to Skies Above) - Epilogue (part 13/13)
Author: Taelyn Hawker
Rating: NC-17 (For the story in it's entirety)
Pairing(s): Sam/Dean
Warnings: Slight-Dark Fic, Some Evil!Sam, Semi-Apocalypse, AU (after S3) but still spoiler-ish for S4, ( More detailed warnings under the cut. )
Summary: Dean dies and Sam goes against his brother's dying wish, losing himself in the pain of his brother's death and becoming something Dean never wanted him to become. Now the end of the world has begun. Dean comes back to find his brother is someone, something, he doesn't know or recognize. Sam's determined to get Dean back and then take on Lilith. Dean just wants to save his little brother.
Authors Note: See the bottom of the page for my ramblings and thanks.
Beta: The absolutely amazing
nynxlynx. She is amazing and I love her. Any and all mistakes that are still left are my own.
Banner: Made by an awesome Anonymous Reader who liked my story! Yaay! Thank you, whoever it was. Seriously. This is awesome!
***
Previous Parts:
Prologue
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Chapter Four
Chapter Five
Chapter Six
Chapter Seven
Chapter Eight
Chapter Nine
Chapter Ten
Chapter Eleven
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( Epilogue )
Author: Taelyn Hawker
Rating: NC-17 (For the story in it's entirety)
Pairing(s): Sam/Dean
Warnings: Slight-Dark Fic, Some Evil!Sam, Semi-Apocalypse, AU (after S3) but still spoiler-ish for S4, ( More detailed warnings under the cut. )
Summary: Dean dies and Sam goes against his brother's dying wish, losing himself in the pain of his brother's death and becoming something Dean never wanted him to become. Now the end of the world has begun. Dean comes back to find his brother is someone, something, he doesn't know or recognize. Sam's determined to get Dean back and then take on Lilith. Dean just wants to save his little brother.
Authors Note: See the bottom of the page for my ramblings and thanks.
Beta: The absolutely amazing
Banner: Made by an awesome Anonymous Reader who liked my story! Yaay! Thank you, whoever it was. Seriously. This is awesome!
***
Previous Parts:
Prologue
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Chapter Four
Chapter Five
Chapter Six
Chapter Seven
Chapter Eight
Chapter Nine
Chapter Ten
Chapter Eleven
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( Epilogue )
Title: If We Burn Away (I'll Pray to Skies Above) Chapter Eleven (Part 12/13)
Author: Taelyn Hawker
Rating: NC-17 (For the story in it's entirety)
Pairing(s): Sam/Dean
Warnings: Slight-Dark Fic, Some Evil!Sam, Semi-Apocalypse, AU (after S3) but still spoiler-ish for S4, ( More detailed warnings under the cut. )
Summary: Dean dies and Sam goes against his brother's dying wish, losing himself in the pain of his brother's death and becoming something Dean never wanted him to become. Now the end of the world has begun. Dean comes back to find his brother is someone, something, he doesn't know. Sam's determined to get Dean back and then take on Lilith. Dean just wants to save his little brother.
Authors Note: ( Please Read )
Beta: The absolutely amazing
nynxlynx without whom this would seriously be a pile of crap and a waste of time. Suffice to say she is amazing and I love her. Any and all mistakes that are still left are my own.
Banner: Made by an awesome Anonymous Reader who liked my story! Yaay! Thank you, whoever it was. Seriously. This is awesome!
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Previous Parts:
Prologue
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Chapter Four
Chapter Five
Chapter Six
Chapter Seven
Chapter Eight
Chapter Nine
Chapter Ten
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( Chapter Eleven )
Epilogue
Author: Taelyn Hawker
Rating: NC-17 (For the story in it's entirety)
Pairing(s): Sam/Dean
Warnings: Slight-Dark Fic, Some Evil!Sam, Semi-Apocalypse, AU (after S3) but still spoiler-ish for S4, ( More detailed warnings under the cut. )
Summary: Dean dies and Sam goes against his brother's dying wish, losing himself in the pain of his brother's death and becoming something Dean never wanted him to become. Now the end of the world has begun. Dean comes back to find his brother is someone, something, he doesn't know. Sam's determined to get Dean back and then take on Lilith. Dean just wants to save his little brother.
Authors Note: ( Please Read )
Beta: The absolutely amazing
Banner: Made by an awesome Anonymous Reader who liked my story! Yaay! Thank you, whoever it was. Seriously. This is awesome!
***
Previous Parts:
Prologue
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Chapter Four
Chapter Five
Chapter Six
Chapter Seven
Chapter Eight
Chapter Nine
Chapter Ten
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( Chapter Eleven )
Epilogue
- Mood:
excited
Title: If We Burn Away (I'll Pray to Skies Above) Chapter Ten (Part 11/13)
Author: Taelyn Hawker
Rating: NC-17 (For total fic, not it's individual parts)
Pairing(s): Sam/Dean
Warnings: This Chapter: Slight spoilers for the SPN graphic novel Rising Son. Story as a whole, warnings are as they have been: Dark Fic (only partially, I swear it's not as bad as it sounds, please read it!), Semi-Evil!Sam, Semi-Apocalypse, AU (after S3) but still spoiler-ish for S4, ( More detailed warnings under the cut. )
Summary: Dean dies and Sam goes against his brother's dying wish. The end of the world has begun. Dean comes back to find his brother is something he doesn't know. Sam's determined to get Dean back and then take on Lilith. Dean just wants to save his little brother.
Authors Note: ( Please Read )
Beta: The absolutely amazing
nynxlynx without whom this would seriously be a pile of crap and a waste of time. I'll wait to truly sing her praises when we hit the end of this fic and I put up my real Author's Notes. But suffice to say she is amazing and I love her. Any and all mistakes that are still left are my own.
Banner: Made by an awesome Anonymous Reader who liked my story! Yaay! Thank you, whoever it was. Seriously. This is awesome!
***

Previous Parts:
Prologue
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Chapter Four
Chapter Five
Chapter Six
Chapter Seven
Chapter Eight
Chapter Nine
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( Chapter Ten )
Chapter Eleven
Author: Taelyn Hawker
Rating: NC-17 (For total fic, not it's individual parts)
Pairing(s): Sam/Dean
Warnings: This Chapter: Slight spoilers for the SPN graphic novel Rising Son. Story as a whole, warnings are as they have been: Dark Fic (only partially, I swear it's not as bad as it sounds, please read it!), Semi-Evil!Sam, Semi-Apocalypse, AU (after S3) but still spoiler-ish for S4, ( More detailed warnings under the cut. )
Summary: Dean dies and Sam goes against his brother's dying wish. The end of the world has begun. Dean comes back to find his brother is something he doesn't know. Sam's determined to get Dean back and then take on Lilith. Dean just wants to save his little brother.
Authors Note: ( Please Read )
Beta: The absolutely amazing
Banner: Made by an awesome Anonymous Reader who liked my story! Yaay! Thank you, whoever it was. Seriously. This is awesome!
***
Previous Parts:
Prologue
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Chapter Four
Chapter Five
Chapter Six
Chapter Seven
Chapter Eight
Chapter Nine
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( Chapter Ten )
Chapter Eleven
- Mood:
sore
Title: If We Burn Away (I'll Pray to Skies Above) Chapter Nine (Part 10/13)
Author: Taelyn Hawker
Rating: NC-17 (For total fic, not it's individual parts)
Pairing(s): Sam/Dean
Warnings: Dark Fic (only partially, I swear it's not as bad as it sounds, please read it!), Semi-Evil!Sam, Semi-Apocalypse, AU (after S3) but still spoiler-ish for S4, ( More detailed warnings under the cut. )
Summary: Dean dies and Sam goes against his brother's dying wish. The end of the world has begun. Dean comes back to find his brother is something he doesn't know. Sam's determined to get Dean back and then take on Lilith. Dean just wants to save his little brother.
Authors Note: ( Please Read )
Beta: The absolutely amazing
nynxlynx without whom this would seriously be a pile of crap and a waste of time. I'll wait to truly sing her praises when we hit the end of this fic and I put up my real Author's Notes. But suffice to say she is amazing and I love her. Any and all mistakes that are still left are my own.
***
Previous Parts:
Prologue
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Chapter Four
Chapter Five
Chapter Six
Chapter Seven
Chapter Eight
***
( Chapter Nine: )
Chapter Ten
Author: Taelyn Hawker
Rating: NC-17 (For total fic, not it's individual parts)
Pairing(s): Sam/Dean
Warnings: Dark Fic (only partially, I swear it's not as bad as it sounds, please read it!), Semi-Evil!Sam, Semi-Apocalypse, AU (after S3) but still spoiler-ish for S4, ( More detailed warnings under the cut. )
Summary: Dean dies and Sam goes against his brother's dying wish. The end of the world has begun. Dean comes back to find his brother is something he doesn't know. Sam's determined to get Dean back and then take on Lilith. Dean just wants to save his little brother.
Authors Note: ( Please Read )
Beta: The absolutely amazing
***
Previous Parts:
Prologue
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Chapter Four
Chapter Five
Chapter Six
Chapter Seven
Chapter Eight
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( Chapter Nine: )
Chapter Ten
